CANNOT DESCRIBE

my face right now!

Assalamualaikum... selasai sudah mubs tonton istanbul aku datang.. ahaks! :* okay mubs...citer comel like what i say in the last post just now...really thumbs up.. berbaloi anybody yg tgk kat wayang.. look like tak bakar duit tix dlm panggung time tgk citer...hari nak share yang sebenarnya I'm feeling happy right now because semua luahan hati yang sakit is gone.. alhamdulilah because i'm not thinking about him anymore... mmg tak payah pikir poon actually..bila2 fikirkan balik look like i'm emotional ajer....i just want to study and being a good person for family and others... the important thing membuat iman kita teguh dan taat kepada allah.. but sometime i'm asking knp nak emo bila terkena mcm tu..  yelah kalau melanda kemarahan dan kesedihan bukan mudah nak elak cam tuh jer.. okay mubs melalut dgn title kat atas.. that only opening.. okay about "CANNOT DESCRIBE" hehehehe cegini ceritanya mubs tak boleh describe perasaan mubs time tgk citertuh tadi.. ahahahahah xD.. funny..ooo..funny... sbb sometime mubs emo mcm seolah mubs pulak yg pegang watak lisa.. ahaks -____-"... perasan sungguh.. okay december right now.. i must being ready for next year.. tak taulah knp excited and malas pun ade... mubs come on chill lah nest year form2 and remind also warning result poon tak leh tunggang terbalik lagi.. hehehehe pecah tembelang.~_<" tapi mmg betul pon result mubs tak berapa nak okay.. next year kena fikir before buat something yg tak masuk akal... ahahah project and homework kena done.. jgn nak lepak 24/7 like i'm not a student.. kadang2 terfikir mcm seolah-olah mubs dtg kat STF tak buat aper2.. melanguk jer.. bagaikan tunggul.. =_="mubs ckp cam gini sbb rasa bersalah tapi susah nak ubah...pffftt -___-" but i'm think positive all things were happend ade hikmah.. kalau semua benda kita dpt tapi tak bahagia.. buat aper!..kan..beside that mubs kena berjimat-cermat.. tak leh boros... sebab mubs terasa yg mubs boros and all things kat malaysia dah mahal.. and mubs pulak makin mahal makin nak beli.. and the other things saya nak jadi kurang bercakap and tambahkan ilmu..mubs nih seorang terlebih peramah.. hmmmm.. susah jugak nak control kurang bercakap actually!... and last thing mubs nak turunkan berat badann.. I'm not obess tapi terasa badan nih naik jer... :) hahaha tulah makan tak ingat duit main beli jer ikut tekak... rasakan... tapi mak selalu pesan kalau nak makan belilah.. kesian.. ahahaha mubs tak boleh pegang ayat2 tersebut... :) i moitvate my self.. cara motivate diri tgk persekeliling and tgk org yg selalu dgn kita.. mungkin kita boleh ubah menjadi lebih baik.. insyallah.. okaylah good night guys sweet dream... have a good night... assalamualaikum... :)